i'm not missing you

Oh, Oh
I'm not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it's over
What else could it be

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

It's a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

No I can't be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it's right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life


actually i do miss u..

kenangan terindah

di satu pagi yg hening (read: 2am). ayah yg sedang lena diulit mimpi, dikejutkan anak manjanya.

anak: ayah.... nak sholat
ayah: apa dia?
anak: nak sholat
ayah: aaa... tunggu kejap..

ayah bingkas bangkit dari peraduannya. bergerak ke dalam bilik utama, lantas mencapai kain sejadah di ampaian kain. lalu penuh kasih sayang ayah menbentangkannya di lantai untuk anak yg tercinta sambil di hatinya mengucapkan syukur ke hadrat Ilahi..

anak: ayah.. bukan nak sembahyang la. adam nak sholat
ayah: aaa?? apa dia?
anak: adam nak sholat
ayah: oooooo.. kejap

seraya itu, berlalulah ayah ke peti ais untuk mengambil sekotak sholat cadbury untuk anakandanya yg tercinta..