so, i went to see the same ENT specialist on monday. ada bengkak. and hidung pun ada senget. when did i get my hidung senget? i cant think of any unsual-sexual-movements. neither any hard kicking games with adam. uh.. therefore, the doc advised me to have this study. half of me feel so eager but the other half felt nervous. so anxious. tense!
it was only last saturday mak told me about this mother of 7 died with her unborn child due to some wrong judgement by the docs & nurses. then she told me about another kid passing away for another wrong doing. so when i was told l’ll be sleeping in a lab, nervousness keeps bugging me.
would the doc blunder or mess up things? - i’ve had my bad days delivering adam. and i don’t wish to repeat that episode. no more, please!
what if i’d be electrocuted? - i could be part of the voltron team. Or transformer?
what if I need further surgery? well… the doc did tell me about this implant thingy. perhaps i could ask him to lift my hidung a bit so that mak will no longer telling people “mak dulu kena gosok kasik naik hidung dia nih. kalo tak, peseklah sampai la….”
wooohoooo.. i’m being so imaginative (again) la.
maybe the diagnosis would only be,
“you’re fat. Lose weight, big ass. U snored like a buffalo”
uh! sangat makan dalam..