Friday, July 29, 2011

baru is new

alhamdulillah. syukur pada Yang Maha Esa.

adam moved to a new school. he had never complained, so i take it as he likes it :D

made got a new job and moved on. he also had never complained, so i take it as the new job suits him well :D

i got a new gadget too. insya Allah it'll arrive this afternoon. can't complain much & yet. so till next year.... hehehehe..

alesya gets mmmm.. nothing yet. she has never complained too, so i take it as she couldn't be bother.


a non related pic :D

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

asik marah-marah

semalam I marah adam. sebab dia takut gelap. it was too early in the morning. and I was a bit too hard on him. kasihan adam :(

bila la angry level ni nak surut. i know i was hard on adam. i realize that. and there are times i realize it before i nak marah adam bersungguh-sungguh. tapi bila tengok adam, api amarah tu menjadik-jadik pulak. astaghfirullah..

sama macam I marah alesya itu hari. I failed to understand alesya tu tido awal. we were in JJ at 9pm and it was alesya's bed time, of courselah dia cranky kan? dang!!!!

I need to amend this. I need to be more calmer towards my two little treasures. I can only seek forgiveness from them. but I'll never know how would they feel inside. I can only see the scared eyes and I can only feel the pain, after they have been scolded & punished. And I know, I dont want this to prolong...