Friday, June 03, 2011

sweet betrayal

i feel betrayed
for the show i had performed
for the books i have written
for the answers i have searched
for the downs that i have put up with

i feel betrayed
when i know i shouldn't be
when i should have said "alhamdulillah"
when i should have been happy than not grateful at all
when i know u know what i know

i don't hope for you to feel how i feel
for you will not know
or least that you wanna care for
fake is the game you're playing
betrayal is the way i'm feeling

rational - please come forward
logical - please show yourself
common sense - please say something
faith - please keep me strong

it is hard when you have to put up a fake show and mime the song they are singing

oh! i hate this feeling!