dable tags

walah.. dable tags tu.. meh mek anne nak jawab.

first tag by kak nomi: 5 thingy

5 things in my bag - heheheh.. sat nak gi tengok

1. wallet
2. coins purse
   
3. calculator watson (read: yg bengong). (tekan nombor 2, dia kuar 2. tekan nombor 1 pun dia kuar 2. ape ke bengap calculator nih.. hancus perniagaan brooch mek tadi)
4. kad klinik adam
5. surat untuk rasi - walah.. lupa lagi nak letak kat mail box..
   

5 things that are in my wallet

1. duit beberapa keping
2. kad kredit
3. bank cards
4. kad pengenalan & driving license
5. salinan pembelian kad kredit - yg membuatkan mek teringat yg mek tak bayo lagi...

5 favourite things in my bedroom

1. katalog tupperware, avon, ikea dan sebagainya - peneman untuk lelap mata
2. buku cite marion keyes yg dah sebulan tak habis baca
3. bantal, katil dan tilam ku yg empuk
4. koleksi jam, minyak wangi yg kadang2 pakai dan selebihnya untuk tayangan umum semata
5. er.. encik ramadhan tu kira kategori things ke? favourite utama tu :)
   

5 things i wish to do

1. well.. speed up my recovery so that i could have an additional family member
2. menunaikan fardhu haji bersama kuarga terchenta
3. cuti-cuti habiskan duit di mana jua kad kredit ku diterima
4. spend more time with my darling adam
   
5. i wish in a blink my house would be bersusun indah *blink* ala.. takde punn.. sepah jugak :(
6. can i add another one? i wish i could spend more time with uwan and that i could learn on her cooking tactics... i'm so poor cook la.. hampeh werekeh
   

5 things i'm doing now

1. thinking of where could my beloved made be
2. thinking of mak masak sorang2 kat umah sana
3. thinking of my dear adam. apa cite jalan2 ngan atuk tu
4. korek telinga. opps... pecah rahsia mek tak posa..
5. updating my tupperware account

5 people i'd like to tag - nak tag kawan2 baru ah.. hehehehe

1. z sengal
2. filla
3. mai
4. fara
5. ila

selamat kena tagging :)

z, tag ko aku buat kendian eh...

little guy named adam

tuan/puan

dukacita di maklumkan bahawa permohonan anda tidak dapat diluluskan buat masa ini. setelah mendapat persetujuan panel hakim, anda diminta berehat untuk jangkamasa tambah tolak setahun dua lagi. berdasarkan laporan kesihatan anda, keadaan anda adalah belum 100% pulih. untuk mengelakkan apa2 kejadian yg tidak diingini, di harap anda dapat bersabar untuk sementara waktu

sekian, terima kasih

yg menjalankan tugas,
mak

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hehehe.. i had a talk with mak the other day. she suggested that i wait for another year before deciding to have an additional family member. she gave me some medical points which as usual, i blindly digest as i dont know what would that mean. sebagai contohnya; uterus adalah womb ok.. mana gua tau.. hehehe

therefore, both me and made have decided to send in the application next 1 or 2 years. at the mean time, bergasak dulu la dengan budak tecik ni.

adam is getting cheekier nowadays. some points:

1) we are trying to put off his habit of nyonyot pacifier. so he was told not to, unless he wants to go to sleep. so what this cheeky little guy did was, he secretly went into the room, pretending that he had to take something, and for a while, he took the puting and nyonyot la. pandai kan?

2) maybe because adam is a little guy and ayah is a big guy, he doesnt want to kiss ayah. hehehe.. i always ask him for a kiss, and i always got one from him. the other day, we were at this traffic lite and i asked for his kiss. he kissed my cheek. then ayah asked for a kiss. he said "ala.. saya penatlah.. asik cium saja". after a while, ayah asked adam to kiss him again. he still give the same answer. then i asked him, "can mama have a kiss", well... eventually mama got a kiss. hahaha.. kasihan ayah

3) after nurin's case, i have asked maknek (well. it's not my first time asking her) not to bring either ammar or adam out of the house if not for emergency. perhaps my words were quite harsh that time that maknek asked adam the next day why mama was angry at maknek. and adam simply replied "alah.. tak apa. perkara kecik aje". boleh gitu?

4) adam has now eager taking his medication. thanks to dr shanaliza. tak taulah ilmu apa dia pakai. adam is now no more stranger to medicine. he even asked for medicine when he feels uneasy with his cough and flu. bagus kan? so mama2, mommies, mak2 semua, silalah berjumpa dengan dr. shanaliza di wangsa maju untuk keterangan lanjut

5) we bought a tent for adam the other day. we gave up on giving him our selimut to become his tent. so when we saw a a tent in the latest ikea promotion, we decided to have it for adam. it was the last piece. alhamdulillah.. belum sampai umah lagi, dah sibuk asking for the temah (as adam's pronunciation). malam pun nak tido dalam temah. siang pun nak tido dalam temah. senang kata, makan minum sumer pun nak dalam temah lah... ada tokoh jadik pengakap tak? hehehe

6) adam sangat suka cakap ini macam bila mama marah dia: shorry la mama. shorry saya mama? hahahaha.. best.. best.. best..

7) tangan adam sangat cepat. sama laju dengan mulut dia. one fine day, i baru basuh yayak dia. i asked him to get his diaper while i load the washing machine. but instead he stopped at our rice dispenser. my dearly made has left our rice dispenser on a table (within adam's reach) for some cleaning purposes. yg si anak bijak pandai ni pun bertanya "mama, ni apa?" dan-dan tu jugak beras berterabur atas lantai.. aduuuuhhh... tanya aje tak cukup gamaknya.. kena test try jugak. dengan itu, i gave him a mangkuk and asked him to kutip sumer beras yg berterabur. cian dia...

7) adam is in his learning process to become a photographer. masterpiece from adam:

nurin laid to rest

a'ah.. i'm still with nurin. i dont know why...

last nite, after buka puasa, i spent time watching buletin utama dan segala berita yg ada to get update on her death. tho the parents had denied, but there's truth that they cant hide. after i read nurin's blog saying that the parents had accepted the body this morning, i felt released. for what, i dont know. perhaps for not having to imagine the poorly brutalized little lady. and now she has laid to rest

i slept with her in my dream. i woke up with her first thing in my mind. this lovely face will forever be in my mind.

kasihan kamu, nak..
diseksa tanpa dia peduli kamu dalam kesakitan
betapa kejamnya dia

kasihan kamu, nak..
dibiarkan pergi tanpa sayonara pada ibubapamu
tanpa peluang menatap wajah kesayanganmu

tapi nak..

beruntung kamu, nak..
perginya kamu di malam jumaat, di bulan mulia, bulan ramadhan.
di mana umat islam yg lain berdoa dan mengharapkan kesejahteraanmu di samping Yang Maha Esa

beruntung kamu, nak..
tidak hanya seorang, tidak hanya ibu bapamu, tidak hanya ahli keluargamu meratapi pemergianmu.
seluruh malaysia, seluruh pelosok merasa kehilanganmu

di dalam keadaan kamu dizalimi

alhamdulillah Allah ingin tunjukkan tingginya kedudukanmu, nak..

pergilah nak..
damailah kamu di sana
di sana lebih aman untukmu

dunia ini kejam padamu
dunia ini tidak adil padamu
insya Allah nak...
Yang Maha Kuasa akan tetap membalas perbuatan mereka ini

tenanglah kamu di sana, ya nak...







pic credit to thestar online

al-fatihah

untuk adik nurin dan takziah untuk keluarganya.

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i got the news on her death this afternoon. perhaps only few minutes earlier than it was in the news. no.. i'm not her relative. neither that i'm her acquaintance. i just happened to have the news earlier.

upon receiving the news that the little girl that was found dumped in pj was nurin, my tears dropped. this poor little lady was suffered to death. tak de peri-kemanusiaan langsung ke pembunuh kejam tu? oh.. why would he/she rite? after all, she/he is a pembunuh kejam :P

nurin as all knows by now, was sexually abused by strong object. and the strong object known as terung and timun. kita yg dah besar and have had sex ni pun tau sakit. apa lagi sekecik cam nurin tu. apa sangatlah yg budak tu tau? apa jugaklah yg budak tu dah buat sampai terseksa dia macam tu sekali? she was totally abused. scars, bruises here and there. ya Allah.. manusia apa yg dah buat menda gila ni?

apa dah jadik dengan manusia sekarang? hidup dalam dunia yg penuh dengan development, hi-tech. tapi fikiran makin lama makin kebelakang. org zaman jurassic dulu, membunuh untuk hidup. they had to survive. but people nowadays? kill for excitement? ya Allah.......

nyawa skang umpama duit 20sen. lambung, head or tail. u pick the head, ur head will be chopped off. u pick the tail, u'll suffer baby.. camtu ke? is that how easy people solve their problems? is that how people think nowadays? no more logical thinking? no more sense of sympathy? Allahuakbar...

i'm still sad. sad with the news. when the news first appeared on buletin utama, my first thought was "there u go. another anak merajuk dengan mak, balik umah atuk". but then when i knew that the little girl had this and that sakit, i pointed my 10 fingers to the parents. why should they let her out? she's just a plain 8 years old kid. and she's sick! cant they think? i wouldnt let adam out of my eyes for a second. there was once when i came to fetch him from maknek's house, he was not there. out of my sight. and not with maknek, i've already started to think about the making police report. ni pulak parents yg boleh lepaskan anak dia macam tu aje. aduhhhh... senangnya..

and now that she's gone, but still my 10 fingers are with the parents, and deep inside i feel bad. bad for this murder had taken place. kalo berdendam sangat, kalo marah sangat, janganlah menyeksa anak org. kalo marah ngan ayah dia, pegi berkarate ngan ayah dia. kalo bengang tahap 28 dengan mak dia, pegilah seligi mak dia. kenapa kena balas kat anak dia? anak dia tak bersalah!

i bet, the parents will live in regret. the father is now living in denial. of course he would. he was hoping for good news, but he received otherwise. the same case if i were to give u a 30cm long pencil. but in return i got a cinonet 1cm long pencil. should i call that pencil mine? definitely not. i pity the parents.. but what has gone, that's the fate. accept it as what we are told by our religion. redha dan pasrah dengan ketentuanNya. yg penting percaya kepada Allah dan qada & qadarnya.

i'm not adding salt to the current pain. my apology if i have offended anyone. but please.. take care of your beloved children. org sekarang tak macam org dulu. dulu kalo org jumpa anak kita tepi jalan, dia hantar anak kita balik umah kita. org skang, kalo jumpa anak kita tepi jalan dia hantar anak kita balik umah dia.

i'm a mother, i'm telling this to myself also. anak tu tanggungjawab. biar beban macam mana pun anak kita, dia tetap anak kita. biar sakit macam mana membesar dia pun, dia tetap anak kita. macam mana kita terseksa dengan dia pun, dia tetap berbin/bintikan suami kita sepanjang hayatnya, dan berbin/bintikan kita di akhir hayatnya kelak.

i hope, the suspect will be brought up to justice. sepandai2 tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga.

insya Allah

nurin, damailah kamu di sana. amin

here's a blog for beloved nurin by her uncle: nurin jazlin

iMac G3

thanks to iskl!!

the support staff got some freebies today. and it was iMac G3. complete with kids games software. wuhuuuu..

baru je berangan2 nak beli komputer. dah dapat komputer. alhamdulillah..

eventho it's a used computer, yet it is still in a good condition. still tip top. at least tuan pengetua adam can enjoy own his pc and not disturbing mama playing games anymore. hip hip horeeyyyy!

when i took the computer, the harddisk was said to be 10G. but according to my beloved systems analyst, the harddisk was already upgraded to 20G. yiha.. tak payah senyum dengan siew kim lagi.. hahahaha

for how many times today, adam kept asking me "kenapa mama beli komputer untuk adam?". and for how many times also today, i have answered him "sebab mama sayang adam"

agaknya kalo peh ni i berangan nak dapat ford focus, ntah2 dapat jugak kan? hhhmmmmmm....

permohonan untuk pertambahan ahli keluarga

Merujuk kepada perkara di atas.

Saya sebagaimana penama di bawah ingin memaklumkan kepada bahawa kami telah membuat permohonan untuk pertambahan ahli keluarga. Untuk makluman juga, kami telah mendapatkan persetujuan daripada anak pertama kami, En. Adam Danial Mohd Ramadhan. Beliau telah memberikan kata persetujuannya pada 15 September 2007. Disertakan di sini chop pengesahan beliau.

Usaha untuk permohonan ini telah giat dilakukan. Janganlah kuatir.

Kami berharap untuk mendapatkan kata kelulusan dalam masa sebulan, agar dapat kami membuat persiapan yg rapi dalam masa sembilan bulan kelak.

Dengan ini, kami amat berharap agar permohonan kami ini diberi pertimbangan yang sewajarnya serta mendapat kelulusan.

Sekian, kami dahului dengan ucapan terima kasih.

Enclosure: chop pengesahan daripada En. Adam Danial Mohd Ramadhan

calon suami mithali #372

nama penuh: mohd ramadhan mohd tahir
nama glamer: made (as ma-de not made in china)
tarikh lahir: 17 ogos 1977
tempat lahir: kelantan (hidup krai!)

5 sebab mengapa saya patut dicalonkan?
- testimoni mesti ditulis oleh isteri/teman wanita/atau sesapa yg berkenaan.

penulis testimoni: su.anne.na
hubungan dengan calon: isteri tercinta

sebab-sebab pencalonan:

1) suami saya adalah seorang yg baik hati. sudah 2 tahun berturut2 dia tolong saya settlekan kad kredit saya yg sampai ke puncak kasihnya. selain itu dia telah belikan saya bunga yg saya mintak sempena hari keraian kami. walaupun dia tahu saya bukanlah peminat bunga, dia tetap membelikannya kerana ingin membuktikan cintanya selain berniat untuk membazir. dia sering memenuhi shopping list saya hanya kerana dia tak mau saya bermasam muka (read: berhari-hari).

2) suami saya juga adalah seorang ayah yg penyayang. di kala saya sedang menaip testimoni ini, dia sedang bergurau senda dengan anak kesayangan kami. seringkali dia jugalah yg bergurau senda dengan anak kami kerana saya seringkali leka main donlod games. pada waktu adam baru dilahirkan dia jualah yg berjaga malam kerana melayan rengekan anak kami itu. "aku tengok bola eurolah" helah suami saya kepada kawan2 yg bertanya kenapa matanya ber-eye shadow pada keesokan harinya.

3) suami saya seorang yg pandai berjenaka. dia sentiasa membuatkan saya tersenyum walaupun tatkala itu saya sedang mendidih kemarahan. kerana dia sering tersilap cakap dan juga sering tersadung itu dan ini akibat kakinya yg kurang dibedung ketika kecil dahulu. jenaka yg paling tidak boleh saya lupakan adalah apabila saya terkentut di dalam bilik, tiba2 dia datang dan bertanya "napa u panggil i?" itu adalah sejarah gelak guling2 yg tak boleh saya lupakan

4) suami saya jua adalah sorang yg dikategorikan pendengar yg baik. walaupun di posting saya sebelum ini dinyatakan kekurangan audio beliau, namun dia tetap pendengar yg setia di dalam hati saya. ini kerana beliau akan sentiasa mendengar rengekan, kutukan, cerita-ceriti saya tanpa jemu. dan mungkin juga saya bercerita dalam nada yg agak kuat yg membolehkan beliau mendengar cerita saya dengan jelas sekali. biasalah.. saya kan wanita. bila bercerita tu kadang2 suara boleh sebatu bunyinya

5) suami kesayangan saya juga adalah seorang yg menurut kata. ini menambahkan kedominan saya. (read: lihat saja badan saya. hahahah..) sebagai contohnya, kejadian malam semalam. saya dikehendaki menggosok baju kerana makcik kas tidak datang bertugas. dan saya lihat dia membaca buku cerita yg baru dibeli dari mph. kerana rasa tidak puas hati dan dalam kata mudahnya jeles melihat dia membaca buku, saya mintak dia menemani saya di dalam bilik. dia menemani saya tetapi masih membaca buku. ini menambahkan ketidak puasan hati saya. lalu saya menyuruhnya membaca yasin. fantastiknya, dia pergi dan datang dengan sehelai kain dan surah yasin. alangkah sejuknya hati saya sebagai seorang isteri.

dengan ini saya menyokong penuh pencalonan beliau sebagai suami mithali tahun ini. semoga beliau meraih kejayaan dan sekaligus dapat membelikan saya ford focus yg menjadi idaman saya sejak dua tiga hari ini.

sekian terima kasih

life goes on

mak baru kuar hospital. itu hari dia lutut dia terkehel bila naik tangga. "warga emas gitulah" kata mak. somehow i agree. hehe.. i haven't got any details on budget announcement yet. and i hope there's no announcement on extending the retirement age. it'll be a good news to mak. and on personal note, not to me. mak has been working and working and working. now she's 53. tho i'm not her (as how i thought) her favourite darling, i have concern over my mom. mak kan... gaduh camne pun mak kita jugak. sakit hati camne pun, dia jugak yg beranakkan kita. as i'm catching the age of 30, somehow, i jadik malas nak gaduh & take things personally anymore. come in here, goes there.

things have changed tremendously for me. work for an instance. from sime darby's sub, i moved to petronas & shell's sub. then i got a job in cia. no, not as an investigator. more of the procrastinator. hahaha.. i'm sort of workaholic type of person. and when i landed in a job/company with no job in hand, i get bored easily. i dont mind routine works but i cant just sit around and do nothing. now i'm engaged to iskl - the international school of kuala lumpur. a good place to be (a comment from 1 month staff.. hahaha)

some say, i change my jobs as if i change my clothes. but to me, why stick to one job when u're bored and u feel u cant handle it anymore? i left the first sime darby's sub for the bossy boss that i counldnt stand no more. i left the 2nd sime darby's sub for the stupid bloody hell hr manager & politics. i left petronas & shell's sub for my boredom in the job. a GM's secretary who had to sit in for a receptionist. and at the end more of a receptionist than a secretary :(. i cant take that kind of perception. then i moved to cia when i thought i had a better deal. mainan hidup semata2. too much of fantasies and dreams. i left cia after a month working. the working environment was so -oh! i dont have a good word to describe it. perhaps, by saying working in a "family business industry" was not a good move. i sent in my resignation when i got an offer from amanah raya. but at the time of offering and starting the new job, i got a better (too much better) offer from iskl. so i moved on. being with middle & high school students are more of me now. and i like the job now. i like it! i like it! i like it! :)

dreams can come true - yes it's true. when i was still schooling, i never like my lukisan kejuruteraan subject. and i have never favor accounting. somehow after my graduation, i end up working in an engineering company, sub - finance dept. then into insurance company which was a big NO for my cup of tea. then moved on to another oil & gas company and i had to sit in for a receptionist. moved again to a financial advisor company that thought me how to deal with stupid people and stupid situation. when at first i thought, the hell is just everywhere for me, now i thanked Allah for all the companies i've worked with as i gained all the good experience that made me worth here in iskl. alhamdulillah, syukur di atas kurniaanMU

for all in sime engineering, u've thought me a lot. being an "auditor" is what my boss likes about me so much

for all in sime insurance, thanks for all the political dilemma. i've earned my respects & i'm worth all the "premium"

for all in csmp, thanks for the hard times and "shopaholic" episode. and not forgetting the luxurious with the hotels opportunities. glad i went thru!

for all in cia - i didnt lie. and i dont have the guts to lie. nor that i have low dignity and pride like u have. thanks Allah for LIA. i appreciate it! i do lia! i do! if not for u, these stupid cows will still create stories of me. bloody ass!

for all in iskl - wish me the best!


thanks!