precious life

one, i've enrolled into certificate in human resource management studies for a period of 6 months. it was a last minute decision. kufee had informed me weeks earlier but i was not so into it. i know it's my chance for career development & enhancement. but somehow, i was not quite sure. neither that i had a thought of informing my boss about it. reason being, if i were to tell my boss, would she consider me as a "too ambitious" little lady? would she be expecting more from me? would my studies be of a favour to the department? uh! eventually, i did informed her. my boss was so supportive. and i have even had my first lecture on EPF withdrawal from her. her piece of advice "do not withdraw from your EPF. that's your savings when you have reached 56 and of no one's service except for yourself & family. tak baca policy ka? apply for subsidy/study loan la" ngehngehngeh.. for this period of time, gua sayang giler sama gua punya bos :D and so i went for my class. today was my 2nd class. entertaining! my only hope is that i wont go blank on exams day. i last sat for exam was about 8 years ago. gosh! i forsee, the first term is pretty interesting. come 2nd term, sure sangap tahap dewa dewi punyalah. employment act, industrial relations, etc. tang akta-akta ni sure mph my brain sengal. nak ingat kes pulak nanti tetiba hard disk memory crash. aduhhh! mintak jauhlah.. my precious life note: must keep going!

two, i was on leave on friday and brought adam for some jalan2 cuci mata in avenue k & klcc. we were in the toys'r'us when i heard the news on the death of the MIC's-whoever-he-was and some updates on the missing sharlinie. at that point, i quickly grabbed adam. i was so intimidated! i wanted to request for an escort to the parking, but i had this contemplating feeling. "would the guard send me safely to my car?", "would he harm me?". with the whole series of killing, raping, abducting here and there, i have become extra cautious of my surrounding. and i have somehow developed suspicious feeling & thought of not to trust anybody. not even the security people. i have doubt in them. i have become more penakut & paranoid after reading the saturday's newspaper!! oh gosh! whats more to come? that nite, i couldnt sleep. i had adam on my right hand, i held made firmly on my left. i had fear of losing. of any circumstances, i dont know how would i go thru the situation. touchwood!!! please dont let it be me! my precious life note: life goes on!

three, both made and me went for iskl's mid year party to celebrate the 1500 students placements' achievement in renaissance hotel. hurrah!! we left pretty early and headed to klcc for an intimate shopping trip hehehe.. then we went to meet my smlk's friends. they had a gathering to discuss on the reunion. i am so looking forward for the reunion. uh! i hope to slim down before the day. hehehe.. it was nice to meet with friends that have been away for more than 10 years. my precious life note: nostalgia!

four, made is pretty tight with his new job. kesian dia :( i'm still in stage of understanding his work requirements. balik lambat. business trips. updating systems. notes here and there. talking to oneself. calls from team members. presentation materials. uh! i've never seen my darling being soooo occupied with his works! i wish the best for him! i wish the best for his bonus this year. boleh gi shopping lagi. hahahahaha.. my precious life note: motivation = needs!

five, finally on adam. hehehe.. alhamdulillah.. adam has been able to cope with mama & ayah's request. no puting sighted. but both of us knew he still curik2 isap puting. tak pelah.. i can't put hard time on him. he needs some times oso. right? whenever we see him into his room or in his little khemah or he asks us to be away for a while, we know lah.. that's his private time. first few days was pretty hard. nak tido, mengaruk la sikit. bagai pungguk rindukan bulan anak mek sorang ni. ngehngehngeh.. my precious life note: puting is addictive! say tak nak to puting. hahahaha