"i'm 5 years old" says adam

adam dah sekolah. yey! yey!

on his first day, i was all excited. read it carefully, "i" was excited. mama yg excited lebih-lebih. adam rilex aje. hahaha.. siap menitiskan air mata when i handed him to the class teacher. serius punya cengeng.

few parents waited with me on the first day. alhamdulillah.. adam tak nangis pun. jangan kata nak nangis, pusing belakang babai mama pun tidak. sedih sungguhlah mama.. it was only during his break time, he came to me. i asked him why and he said "tak ada ape. saja nak peluk mama". and i felt like bringing him home that instant. i dont know why i had that feeling. perhaps because made was not around to make me feel emotionally content to face the situation. or maybe adam is my first child, so that's the first child syndrom. or maybe it's just "mom" syndrom of letting their children go. or it's just me being cengeng. i dont know.. i thought i could handle this feeling but completely, i was not strong enough. how could i possibly dare the "mama, i'm marrying my lovely girlfriend" situation one day. mmm... it's surely going to be tough on made. :D

starting tomorrow adam will have to wake up a little early. mama took a week off last week and will be coming back to work tomorrow. ayah is also back from bintulu yesterday and will be sending adam to school. poor adam has to wake up early to cope with ayah & mama's working schedule. mama starts work at 7:30am and ayah at 8:30am. since ayah is now reporting to kelang's office, he has go off early. ayah will be leaving to bintulu again soon and mama will have to juggle between adam's school, mama's work & home. mama hates ayah's work. :P

budak ammar ni pun sibuk nak gi sekolah. berpeluh nenek carik beg sekolah ni untuk dia. :D

untuk pak & mak sedara & kawan2 sekalian, tok sahlah tanya adam sapa nama cikgu ataupun kawan2 dia. takdenye dia tau. semua pun "ntah.. saya tak tau". baik tanya mama. jangan kata nama kawan2, nama pak & mak kawan2 adam, mana kawan2 adam tinggal, kawan2 adam naik keta apa siap dengan nombor plate pun mama tau. :D

notes:
please pray for bapak's health. demam dah seminggu and i thought he has recovered when he was into his "labu & labi" mode. mak brought him to clinic just now and now referred to hospital, suspect chikungunya. i hope it's not... insya Allah