semalam I marah adam. sebab dia takut gelap. it was too early in the morning. and I was a bit too hard on him. kasihan adam :(
bila la angry level ni nak surut. i know i was hard on adam. i realize that. and there are times i realize it before i nak marah adam bersungguh-sungguh. tapi bila tengok adam, api amarah tu menjadik-jadik pulak. astaghfirullah..
sama macam I marah alesya itu hari. I failed to understand alesya tu tido awal. we were in JJ at 9pm and it was alesya's bed time, of courselah dia cranky kan? dang!!!!
I need to amend this. I need to be more calmer towards my two little treasures. I can only seek forgiveness from them. but I'll never know how would they feel inside. I can only see the scared eyes and I can only feel the pain, after they have been scolded & punished. And I know, I dont want this to prolong...
*sigh*
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itu normal. i pun kadang-kadang hilang kesabaran dan tangan pun ringan jer nak merotan. lepas tu menyesal tak sudah.
tapi selalunya sebelum tidur, i will minta maaf dan the next day will treat them at McD or ice-cream whatsoeva.
ad: sometimes it feels bad kan? bukan nak marah sangat. tapi bila marah tu over2 pulak. lepas tu mula la nangis sorang2. adam is a very good boy. tapi ntahlah... bad mommy!
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