6903 love story

"nama saya ramadhan"

"hi! i'm anna. welcome to sime engineering" (dalam hati: "confirm org kelantan")

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"hari ni dah gaji. teman gi bank boleh? peh tu kita gi makan laksa. mau?"

"boleh"

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"bengang betul la dengan bos nih.. jom gi main boling"

"kang kalah kang......"

"berani marilah?"

after few games..

"kan dah kalah....."

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"saya pegi jogging ngan kak wani"

"mmmmm"

prang-prung-plak-dang-tang-pang. habis meja beterabur

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"saya bertunang besok"

"ok"

next week..

"ramdhan mana?"

"balik bertunang"

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hari 95: "na.. nak biskut"

hari 178: "na.. nak maggi"

hari 6903: "na.. nak awak"

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above are bits and pieces of our love story. started with hi and we could't end it with any bye-s. the thought of him being a kelantanese has put me far from him. takutla.... nanti kena pakai jubah ke, cakap ngan tak leh pandang pompuan ke.. kan? a simple justification for a kelantanese, to me, at that moment.

our love grows simple. from an office buddy, he became my listener & advisor. he wont interrupt when i did the talking. he wont tell at that very minute if he is in disagreement. he'll just listen. but after a few days, he'll come back and says "na.. remember the thing u said the other day? i think......" that's when he'll open up his mind. sometimes too late :D and sometimes it fits the time frame. and i fall for him...

we hooked up because we have always been together. month end, to settle banking matters. of course, those days mana ada internet banking. and most of the time, to have lunch as the canteen food was not so impressive. and some of the time just to be with each other. we enjoyed both companies and we enjoyed talking. one topic can grow up to thousands. and we couldn't stop. we can talk about everything. one can just mumble and the other can understand. one can just look and the other has the details. laughter has always been our days. we enjoyed bowling. and that's where we spent most of our times. we went out each weekend and yet we didn't realize that we have fall for each other.

i was then engaged to somebody. and that's when i heard my other-heart is breaking. i thought this is another episode of drama swasta, but yep! i had the pain. and more to him. when i was supposed to feel happy, i actually wasn't sure of my ground. somebody said to him, "if you love her, let her go. if she comes back, she's yours". and he did the thinking.. "i've let her go. she was engaged to somebody. but now she's back. she's back to me. she's DEFINITELY mine".

that's our love story. we didn't realize it until we were losing it. we didn't know what love could bring until we talk about it. we didn't know that we need each other so much until one of us has thought of ending it.

today we're celebrating our 5th-love-anniversary. and we hope for more anniversaries to come.