kiss & make up

kesinambungan kisah yang ini: bila angin rajin datang

my bos balik keje minggu ni.. serba salah nak cite ngan dia ke tak apa yang dah jadik. nak cite kang, takut dia kata complain. tanak cite karang, mek ni staff dia. thus, she qualifies to know. so i asked my colleague, fairuz....

"cakaplah anne.. daripada dia dengar daripada mulut orang lain. ha.. camne nanti?"

betul jugak tu... so i decided to tell her. giler gabra nak cakap ngan bos. takut dia tersentap satu. takut dia kata mek emosi satu. takut dia dah tahu and waiting for me to bukak mulut pun satu lagi. hish.. pendek kata berdebarrrrrrrrrr la...

lepas sembang pasal cuti, pasal job enhancement for the next school year, peh tu sembang pulak pasal kisah principal & interview we had, barulah keluar cite incident tersebut. adohhhh.. bila dia kata "he what?". hambik ko.. rasa luruh jantung ni ha.. dia ni marah aku ke marah sapa ni... janganlah jap lagi dia pegi berperang pulak. amin...

sudah aje cite, dia kata "do you want me to talk to him and ask him to apologize to you?"

"er.. i dont know..... you can talk, but no fight please"

mek kenal sangatlah ngan my bos ok.. silap2 boleh bergaduh pulak karang

after a while, she called the supervisor into her room and i overheard she said "i think you know why i'm calling you"

memang time tu, rasa nak panggil paramedik, nak carik tong oksigen, nak buat CPR, perasaan nak carik orang tulis wasiat pun ada.. dengarlah dia berdentum dentam dalam bilik tu. bebalik "she told, she said, she.. she.. she..". alahai.... time tu rasa - jantung.. dok diam2 ye.. jangan jatuh lagi ye....

kejap2 lagi "anne, can you come in for a while? somebody has something to say"

"anne, can we kiss and make up?" he said

"ha? er.. we can't kiss, but we can make up.. i guess"

so there was a bit of questions, clarifications, justifications made between the three of us. my boss, that supervisor and myself. we agreed that there were some miscommunication & misunderstandings. both parties flipped. stress level went up.

i'm glad i told my boss about it. she was glad too. she knew that i'm not the kind of sikit-sikit cite, sikit-sikit mengadu dekat bos. she knew i had to find my guts & courage to tell her what had happened. now i feel good. yey!

the end.

sekian, terima kasih

hehehe...