Monday, June 19, 2006

happy fathers' day

to dearest bapak,
thank u for the days u've been with me. "u" with the stubborn head and "u" with the screw loose head. the same "u" has filled my days with laughs and tears. the same "u" has been with me thru my ups and downs. tho there are times that i was hurt with what u said and done, i guess it's just "u". the same "u" that will never change. the same "u" that has given me much love and care. u're just simply the best.

to dearest ayah,
thank u for being the best father-in-law. since the first day hug till the never end care u've given me. thank u for the great 3 years.


to my darling hubby,
thank u for being a great father to my adorable son.

there's much to say. but no words may describe it. it's here in the heart. let it be there...

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bapak was recently diagnoised (betul ke eja ni?) with heart problem. he wasn't aware of this problem until he was rushed to HTAR. thank Allah for giving the sign. for at least, we could take care of him. and not to see him lying breathless. bapak has made his "akujanji" for not smoking anymore. Alhamdulillah.. and bapak has to take extra look on what he's eating. as he has some artery blockage to his jantung he has to get consultation from speacialist in IJN. poor bapak. his trip to swiss is cancelled. and he has to tone down his activities. it's just not bapak.. but he has to live with it. for his own good. and we, being the people besides him will always render the support.
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i was watching buletin utama last last wiken. news on the teachers being transferred. and i was a bit pissed off with this malay lady teacher. her words was something like this "saya sudah mengajar lebih 18 tahun. mengajar di lembah kelang lebih daripada 16 tahun. sudah membeli harta di sini dan plan nak bersara di sini. saya akan pergi juga mengajar di sana kalau sudah diarahkan. tapi saya tak akan mengajar dengan baiklah". bang! - bodohnya cikgu ni..... dah pasang nawaitu awal2 dia tak nak mengajar dengan baik. dah niat macam tu, macam tulah akan jadik. apa nak jadik cikgu2 la ni? at least give it a try la... lemme see.... those askar, polis, diplomat. ingat derang suka ke nak pegi tempat2 yg jauh daripada family tu? suka sangat? suka sangat berpindah randah ke sana sini? suka ke? cikgu tu baru kena pindah sekali. dah songel.. tu dia tak pikir cikgu yg dah dari awal kena transfer ke pedalaman. ada dia tolong pikirkan sekali? nilah dia.. sometimes we are too ignorant. arrogant. asik pikir diri sendiri tanak pikirkan org lain. cakap main ikut sedap. kalo nak kuarkan statement macam tu, pikirlah dulu.. nasib baik jugaklah gambo dia blur. kalo gambo dia tak blur, memang bikin malu satu keturunan... easy word from me - she's so stupid for being a teacher... lebih baik dia carik keje lain. jangan jadik cikgu. macam ni ke contoh cikgu yg nak memajukan anak bangsa? macam ni ke contoh cikgu yg akan memberikan pendidikan yg sewajarnya untuk anak2 didiknya?
"baiklah murid2, hari ni awak buatlah apa yg awak nak buat. saya tak ada mood nak mengajar. saya asik merindui anak saya di kolalompor. saya sebenarnya tak nak mengajar di sini. tapi sebab diarahkan datang oleh itu saya datang jugak mengajar di sini demi anak bangsa saya" ;P
lepas tu anak murid kurang ajar, cakap mak bapak tak mengajar? cehhhhhhh.... piraaaaaaaah

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