UPSR

ha kau...  tak nak kalah..  nak komen jugak ok....  

hahahahah..

ala.  takde nak komen.  i'm not a candidate neither the parents.  aunty tu betul.  anak kawan amik exam ye.  anak kawan-kawan fb mencurah perasaan, itu betul.  so, i'm not in a good position to comment.  i dont know how it feels.  i dont know how should i feel.  

should i share the disappointment?  why?  on what?  government?  yang bocor soalan tu govt punya keje ke?  and govt is too general?  be specific?  susah eh?  aint got one kan?

then nak dissapoint on whom?  they already decided to suspend the two key people in the lembaga.  if the fit the wanted picture, then..  they are lah.  dalang pun katanya dah dikenal pasti.  so?  kita tunggu ajelah eh?  but again...  they are only human.  we are human.  

i read one comment on supply and demand.  how some parents are competitive in children's education.  which is, true.  there are parents yang demanding.  they would do anything for their demands to be fulfilled.  cara baik, cara tak baik; Allah swt sajalah yang tahu.  

who are we to judge?  kita pun parents.  kita fikir sendiri.  kalau kita menipu, elok ke untuk anak kita?  sampai bila kita nak menipu untuk anak kita?  kalau dia "jalan" dulu, ok.  cost impact tak banyak sangat.  kot kalau kita ni ditalkin dulu?  macam mana dengan anak kita tu?  mampu tak nak survive kalau dah 3/4 nyawa dia asyik dioperasi oleh mak bapak?  

i have 2 children whom i have overprotected to a certain extend.  sebab saya rasa, nyawa saya tak panjang.   selama mana nyawa dikandung badan, saya nak jasad saya sentiasa dengan mereka.  selama mana nadi ini berdenyut, saya mahu bersama mereka sekerap mungkin.  selama mana jantung ini berdegup, saya nak mereka tahu saya sayang mereka.  i am a competitive mom as well.  i have come to a point that, biarlah anak kita merasa markah C or D.  biarlah anak kita rasa payah nak dapat recognition.  yang penting support.  parental guidance.  

UPSR cuma halangan pertama dalam hidup mereka.  let them live the life.  their life.  bagus juga ada pengalaman begini.  tiada pertama, kita tak belajar.  

oh well..  i was among the first candidates when they announced changes for penilaian darjah enam.  first batch that has 4As to score.  dapat pulak duduk belakang crush.  kena pulak bapak dia jaga dewan peperiksaan.  aiyo!  susah mau concentrate wooo....  tapi oklah.  lepas juga ke tingkatan satu.  what did i get eh?  3A 1B eh?  i know my penulisan was B.  ke math pun B.  ntah.  lupa aih.  

anyhow, good luck for the september 30th exam.  you can do it!

wassalam.