E.M.P.T.Y

that's how i feel at the momento..

why ah? i oso dono. i just feel so empty inside. tho adam-the-cheeky-inhouse-entertainer is there to cheer me up, but to some extend, there's still emptiness in me.

aight! i might miss uwan. i might. but i dun think i miss her that much. it's just that whenever i look at the Quran she gave. and look at those piccies, the tears start to flows. whatodo... i'm cengeng kan..

or maybe it's about the incident happened between me and this awek of somebody i know. nah... why should i bother about somebody who lied to me. kan? and why should i think about somebody who have once said "eleh.. asal nampak jantan hensem mula la terhegeh". padahal that jantan yg hensem was my bf (was ye.. sila baca sekali lagi.. w-a-s my bf). ceh... tulah.. karma is always rite. what goes around comes around. dulu dia dok ngata i. la ni tengok... tengok.. sapa yg terhegeh? harharhar.. i bukanla nak ngutuk dia. i just want her to know the reason why i remember her so well.. tho that thing happened more than 10 years ago, those words are just a click away. it hurts man!

bukan. tidak. i bukan pendendam. neither that i'm arrogant. cuma kadang2 i tak suka mengenang kisah sembilu pedih meleleh macam kena siram dengan air garam campur cuka campur limau nipis nih. yg lopeh tu lopeh la kan. i malehlahhh...

eh eh. cam rasa lega sikit pulak.. heheheh..

anyway, bunch of my old skool frens are coming for a reunion next sunday. teruja tuuu.. it's been like what? 10 years? wow! 10 years since i left skool. sungguh cepat masa berlalu. la ni pun asik celebrate besday anak2 member je. i pun dah setat plan for adam's birthday this june. BBQ sounds interesting kan?

counting days!!!!