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when i was a kid, people around me call me dikna. there was only me & my bro, definitelylah i dapat title adik. then my sister came along. i became angah. but the dikna still exist especially to my relatives in terengganu. baik tua, baik muda, suma panggil i dikna. my neber depan umah lagi best. dia panggil i kak dikna. heheh..

for family members, it was angah here angah there. kak ngah to my cousins. and i'm going to be mak ngah soon. but to friends, i remain as anna. that time, i sungguh marah kalo org eja my name with single "n". sampaikan tulisan jawi pun i buat dable "nun". and i remember one ustaz ni buat "sabtu" atas "nun" i. harharhar...

until the day i joined metrojaya, somebody called me anne. this bro maleh nak panggil nama i panjang2. furthermore ada yg nama sama. dia takut kompius. so i got a new name. then i got into ITM. in my class ada few names end with "-na" namely hana, dianna, mardiana, azianna. so since my friend azianna took the anna, i decided to go with anne. bedal je la. kena pulak the masa predip tu, i kena blajar omputeh je. so the name blends la kan? anne the org puteh? heheheh...

bila i dah graduated, i jadi confuse. nak suh org panggil anna ke anne? my first job, i kenalkan diri as anna. bersambunglah sampai ke 2nd job ni. but yet terselit jugak anne di sini sana. yelah... i dah ada mixture of friends. so anne + anna here, there.

then i got another name. mak bagi. termaktublah yg i ni the cemetot among my siblings. due to that, mak suka panggil i metot. joben & chengkut pun terikutlah panggil i cenggitu. akan tetapi, as younger sister, chengkut tak lehlah panggil i metot kan? nanti dia dianggap adik yg kureng hasam. so she calls me cemet. therefore, i got another name... nama itulah yg my family panggil i skang nih.

i got a cyber name. cumi. heheh.. ada few people je yg panggil i camtu. kekadang cam kelakar je rasa. jauh benar dari anna & anne tu. tapi tak kisahlah. janji derang tau sapa derang panggil. kan?

i've never like people call me su. i dont know why. time kecik2 ada la org panggil i susu. and i rasa because of that, i jadik bengang gile kalo org panggil i su. until now, i still have the same feeling. i dont like being called as su. but then i have to give in for che made's family. the nieces & nephews ada yg panggil i cik su or suna. suna tu sebab i makcik yg bongsu & na tu nama i. cik su tu.. mmm.. mm.. mungkin sebab derang ingat i dipanggil su. tak taulah. tapi nak sedapkan hati i yg lara ni, i katala nama cik su tu sebab i ni makcik bongsu. hehehehe..

since 12 june 2004, i got a boy who call me mama. that's the best name ever. yey!

well.. ayang, honey bunny, sweet pie, angel of my heart, daling tercinta tu tak yah citelah kan? macam u all tak de nama2 manja camtu kan? kan? kan? elehhhh....

notakaki: anna my ITM classmate tu end up being called acik sudahnya. hampehh..