like unc frankie said...

And now the end is near

So I face the final curtain

My friend, I'll say it clear

I'll state my case of which I'm certain

I've lived a life that's full

I've traveled each and every highway

And more, much more than this

I did it my way

Regrets, I've had a few

And then again, too few to mention

I did what I had to do

I saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course

Each careful step along the byway

And more, much more than this

I did it my way

There were times

I'm sure you knew

When I bit off much more than I could chew

But through it all

When there was doubt

I ate it up and I spit it out

I faced it all and I stood tall

I did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried

I've had my fill, my share of losing

And now as tears subside

I find it amusing

To think I did all that

May I say, not in a shy way

No, oh no, not me

I did it my way

For what are we all, what have you really got

If not yourself, then you have naught

Just say the things you truly feel

And not the words of one who kneels

The record shows I took the blows

And did it my way

My way

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akut: ko tau.. anem kata.. "nanti akak ko dah kawin, nanti dia dah tak hiraukan ko. nanti bila dia dah ada anak, lagilah dia tak hiraukan ko". nanti ko dah kawin peh tu ko dah ada anak, ko pun mesti cenggitu

aku: lain org lainlah.. buat apa dengar cakap org

~o~

and now it's happen. i ke yg tak pedulikan akut? i ke yg tak peduli apa jadik kat akut, sampaikan any updates on her i kena tengok kat frensta dia je. has she ever told me about fix? nope. where did i know? frensta. how does she felt on the first day of posa? down.. how did i know? of course, sumber² yg boleh dipercayai.. her blog. i penah dengar apa² dari mulut akut? takde.. so, i ke yg menjauhkan diri & tak mempedulikan dia? atau dia yg melarikan diri & tak mempedulikan i? yelah.. org dah ada ahkak baru.. mana best nak citer ngan ahkak lama.. dah ada gading. apadehal nak sembang ngan tanduk lagi.. eh.. mmmm.. yelah kot... nak jawab soklan pun kena tunggu ahkak gading. nak makan pun kena tunggu ahkak gading. tak sudi nak makan ngan ahkak tanduk eh. apatah lagi nak berjalan² ngan ahkak tanduk... yelah.. ahkak tanduk dah ada anak. dah ada laki.. dah duk umah sendiri. dah tak de masa untuk akut. dan sebab itu jugaklah ahkak tanduk tak leh tegur apa akut buat. tak layak gamaknyer ahkak tanduk menegur apa akut nak buat. sampaikan biler kena tegur akut sanggup tinggalkan ahkak tanduk dalam ujan dengan anaknya yg demam itooo. tak pelah.. que sera sera.. what will be.. will be... *think positive cucu uwan.... at least u have somebody to look on her* yeah... maybe....

kenkadang... ye.. i berkecik ati dengan akut.. maybe because we used to hang around together. and now that i've my own things, all the "together" thingy drifted apart. maybe i'm not the best listener, the best advisor for her.. so, i have to admit things that maybe i dun wish to admit.. things have changed and to love a person is to let her go.... so, let her be... let her stand on her own feet. let her choose the path that she wish to choose. let her has her own strength to put herself up on the ground. i cant just hold her tight and ask her to stand when she wants to crawl.

~o~

there's time that it's difficult to talk to somebody by not hurting him or her. so the que sera sera rules take action. tell a lie.. and it works. omN9 tu cuci toilet? manalah i tau... toilet umah mak? come on la..... rajin sangat ke dia? two times five just like u only.. the name made u talk rite.. mmmm.. oklah.. kira i pandai jugaklah jadik saikaterik..

and now, be positive cucu uwan.. u can do it....

for akut, i wish u the best...

for ahkak gading, i reserve my comment... u're now part of the family.. welcome aboard... end of sentence.

for my daling, the chosen one u are... u no need to ask whether or not i love u... i've decided to love u more than 365 days ago.. and yet, no r.e.g.r.e.t...