live life to the fullest

i had a big quarrel with made early this year. a bad one i tell u. really bad. ask sherry if u dont believe me. sherry pun tak caya i'd be having "marriage problem" since i've been always be marriage counselor to my friends. that's the reality la isn't it? alangkan pak imam pun merogol. kan? inikan pulak i. eh... i takde la merogol. what i mean, i'm still bound to having problems la. kan?

so i started my oink-oink year with not so good remarks. ups down, that's life. the big quarrel has somehow opened a new chapter in my life - so does to made, i believe. insya Allah.. the rest of oink-oink year will be a year to remember :)

back in the office, nothing great going on. being the 2nd person in the organization chart doesnt help much in getting higher pay or people looking high on u. (oklah.. i'm only 150cm. no wonder no body looking high on me. :P)

the 2nd person in the box inilah jugak yang dok buat job scope yg paling bawah dalam organization chart tu. cian i. (wehhhh.. tea lady mana masuk org. chart la..... kasik up la sikit... )

well at least the mamat french tu je la pengubat hatiku yg lara. hahaha...

had a chat with my former boss. he always give me some good points to ponder.

some points:

little N: how did u rate me last time? how did i performed?

big M: you did well. you have shown initiative and prepared to undertake additional responsibilities. i do depend on you in most things administratively. given the position as secretary...you are representing the boss.

(oklah.. ni point nak membangga diri la.. hahahaha)

little N: in csmp, a secretary is more of a clerk. dahlah salary pun sama dengan receptionist. sadis rasa. if in SE & SAF i'd be able to do more of supervisory & executive thingy, in CSMP is the other way round. if pool secretary boleh tahan lagi.. ni dah macam pool clerk. there are times i feel regret leaving SE. i was in the running of being an admin exec. yelah. dah penah melayan mem.. baik belah je

big M: different company have different view. dont really know whats instal for us in wherever we are

little N: nothing to argue. totally agree to that. that's why i learn to adapt into it..

big M: it will be nice to have what we want but dont feel bad if we dont have it. just be thankful and move on.

little N: to me now, i take all the assignments & try to do the best i could. and if possible, try to do better than the others and beyond their expectation

big M: thats the positive spirit. think and do things out of the box. expect to do the unexpected. if people dont appreciate it is too bad. not you weakness...its their. you will feel nice to have done beyond what was "expected"

little N: i feel so glad (& good) talking to u.. at times, i dah rasa mengalah. i rasa nak benti keje, and nak jadik cikgu tadika je. especially when u found out others got credit for things u've done.. worst feelings la..

big M: glad i can be of some help. life is not fair at times. it usually that way that others will be credited with things that you do. if this being the case dont just take it. make sure people knows about it.

-the above were extracted verbatimly from our googletalk-

it's nice to have somebody that make u feel good kan? rasa macam makan nasik putih dengan ikan goreng crunchy dengan sambal tempoyak dengam ulam ubi kayu. kan?

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