time travels

made missed his flite to JB this morning due to logistic error:P

and i'm here missing him already. it has been er.. 165 minutes? quite lama... dont u think?

there i was in the car this morning. alone. driving. giving some hard time to the queue jumper. then suddenly imagination took control.

"what if made is no longer with me?"
"what would happen to me & adam?"
"how will i survive?"
"where should i stay?"
"can i stay alone with adam? only with adam?"

only Allah knows how.. i pasrah

then i started to think a little further..

"can i withdraw his money without informing the bank?"
"do i have his PIN number? yes, i do. perhaps i'll just transfer all his money into my account and get over it...."

ah-ha .. splendid idea! brilliant!

then reality hits.

too much of thinkinglah i ni. after all, made is already on his way to JB. and he'll be back tonite.

but really la.. without made, the puzzle doesnt look complete. the house doesnt look like a home sweet home. it's just a terrible feeling. the feeling when ur sep-sep-bontot buddy is not by urside.

tapi bila ada asik nak lawan cakap. asiklah sumer tak betul. hahahahah...

i guess that's why we are meant for each other. reason why i love him so much

note: no hidden agenda. i just want my dear darling. huhu..