makcik

"keluarga napsiah?"

"hah?  zura mana zura?"

"bukan.... nama my mom rohani"

fuhh... lega...  well...  short lived lega basically.  mak zura passed away peacefully after an hour of my last visit.  seeing her body strapped with all the tubes and crossing wires, i was completely lost of words.  for somebody whom had been chirpy since the first time i saw her, makcik was not as whom i knew.

lying with life support, irregular heart beat & blood pressure level, and a blood dialysis machine by her side.  it wasn't a nice scenery at all.  alhamdulillah.  syukur kepada Allah swt whom had given me the opportunity to be with makcik at the edge of her last breath.  syukur juga with the ease of her passing.

nah...  i'm not attached to makcik.  i saw her only when i had the chance to visit zura at her home.  itu pun kalau kebetulan dia ada dirumah.  but her soul was so beautiful.  she has touched so many hearts. siapa sajalah saya ni...  but she made me feel warm and welcome.  she made me feel a part of her family.  she made me feel as beautiful as she was.  

i will miss her.  missing her laugh and smile.  missing her nice words and stories.  

al-fatihah buat makcik rohani.

loves.

as-salam.